I have a serious family problem!! Please help!?

I usually hit my mom after I get horny or angry. Sometimes I throw her glass bottles at her and she bleeds and cries. I told her to suck it up and start being a mother. She says I need help but I really don't need it since I am a perfect little girl. She gives me chocolate and dominos and tapers and gauges. She tries to say sorry but I don't know, should I keep hitting her until she's a good mom or..?